Tired

Tired eyes, tired minds, tired souls.

I'm tired.
Tired of feeling lost, afraid, misunderstood.
Tired of wondering if I'm letting someone down by the choices I've made.
I'm tired.
Tired of getting my feelings hurt, my ego bruised, my heart broken.
Tired of showing these varmin called emotions.
I'm tired.
Tired of being me, of being weak.
Tired of trying to be this person I cannot see.
I'm tired.
Tired of all the pain, all the struggle I've put upon myself.
Tired of not being the person I was.
I'm tired.
Tired of hiding, hoping, and healing.
Tired of listening, learning...letting.
I'm tired...I'm tired.

Sometimes I just get tired of it all.

Sorry guys! I've changed. Kalau ada orang perasan lah, saya memang ada buat perubahan sedikit dan berubah sikit. Dari apa yang saya belajar selama ni.. sometimes, ada certain perkara yang kita tak boleh nak bagi satu dunia tahu. It's our privacy. And I need to keep my privacy myself. Tak perlu nak heboh dekat Facebook, Blogger atau Twitter. Kalau nak bagitahu jugak, dah tak boleh tahan nak simpan sorang-sorang.. boleh bagitahu orang dekat FB, Blog atau Tweet. Tapi, perlu tapis banyak-banyak. Sebab kalau tak tapis, banyak-banyak-banyak-banyak-banyak, akan ada satu masalah atau mungkin banyak masalah yang akan timbul pada diri sendiri atau mungkin juga pada orang lain.

So, before do something.. fikir banyak kali dengan rasional dan jangan berfikir guna emosional, guna kepala lutut.